✖I am more than a mistake✖️
I’ve realized that nothing in life is permanent. Everything is in the other way around. Forever is just a crappy bullshit that people make —- those who are seizing these temporary moments and feelings. And when these cease, people stop believing in forever—- and forever would just be “over”. There are times that the words “good bye” and “farewell” will come out from our mouth, pulling a string in our hearts and making it twitch. We wouldn’t know if we’re gonna miss it after it goes away. And we wouldn’t know if we’re not gonna miss it after it’s gone.
People come into our lives. We meet. We adore. We chase. We love. We sacrifice.
People step out of our lives. We cry. We sulk. We feel pain. We burden ourselves. We promise ourselves not to love again.
But until when can we keep this promise? Promises are temporary, also. After a rain, there’s a rainbow. After the pain, we yearn for a new beau. I think this is mainly because we missed the happiness we once felt while being with someone. Having someone you love by your side and holding our hands brings us happiness. But until when? Happiness is temporary, also. After a while, that someone would leave your side and walk away from you and would let go of your hand. Being separated from someone who is dearly to us kills a part of us.
Sadness is temporary also. There are times we are eager to try again, to make another attempt. Then suddenly.. We’re gonna meet someone who’s going to make this “temporary” thing worthwhile. And waiting for that someone out there is temporary.